Cory mentioned Father wounds, so I wanted to expand on some other thoughts (revelations) I had.
For example, Herod. His response to the Father was not to embrace the gift. Cory mentioned the danger that people would be unwilling to allow God to take his rightful role as King on the throne of their hearts. Further, when we have father wounds, it sometimes prevents us from embracing all that God has for us. Do we view God as our loving Father, willing to give us not just "good" things, but the best according to His will? Some people struggle with this when it comes to embracing those in leadership or in authority. Rather than seeing the people in leadership or authority over them as a gift that the Father has sent to help direct us towards God's plan, they resist. Herod didn't embrace God's leadership or authority. He felt threatened, resentful, and angry.
When I was a teenager, I made some serious mistakes. They were costly, not just to me, but to my family. Although I repented for these acts of disobedience, my heart was still rebellious. I pledged to figure a way out of my mess and prove myself to others. This attitude affected all my relationships, but especially those who were in authority.
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One day, on a road trip, God brought me up short- He revealed the root of bitterness that was affecting my role as a wife, mother, friend, daughter, sister, etc. Because of those in authority who were disappointed in my previous actions, rebellion was a manifestation of that. For three hours, I "ugly cried" and repented!
And through the Holy Spirit's healing, I came to find a joy in being able to trust the Father through the words and instruction of those in authority over me. I'll never forget the look on Cory's face when I returned home two days later. I not only asked him for forgiveness, but also told him I couldn't wait to submit to his authority. I also able to follow up with some former leadership in the church to express my repentance as well.
Looking back, I am so grateful that God gave Cory and those in authority grace and mercy to love me. I am thankful that God brought me to a place of surrender where I embraced the idea of giving the Father control, so that I could receive and submit to God's authority. My marriage and parenting changed radically, as did other areas of my life. Today, I continue to walk that road of trusting my Father to direct my path. I want to invite the wisdom and guidance of mentors. I desire to trust and submit to the Father's will.

Do you struggle with accepting the Father's will in your life? How do you respond to those in authority over you? I am not able to articulate the full scope of the freedom and joy that came with asking God to forgive me that day in the car. I can tell you that there was healing in my heart toward my parents, my husband, and my pastor at the time. As a strong personality, I am regularly seeking the Holy Spirit's help to submit and trust Him in all areas of my life. Perhaps you will take a moment to be still and ask God for revelation on this for your own situation. If He pricks your heart, take a moment to let Him show you what to repent of. Embrace the opportunities to trust and submit to Him. Already I am praying for the Holy Spirit to use this blog to reach out to those who need to hear/read it. Please feel free to contact me if you want to share your story.